It has been about a month since the loss of our great friend Joe May. I continue to have feelings of why, confusion, anger,and loss. I am sure we all do. I do not think this is a situation where you wait for life to become normal again. Life will never be normal without Joe. I guess it will hurt less at some point, but there is no replacing the hole created in my heart and soul by Joe's death. I think of him every day, and even had an amazing, prophetic dream about him. I continue to take pictures and attempt to go on with my daily activities, but Joe is always with me and on my mind. I still do not have all of the words to express how I feel at this point. I am not sure I understand or can explain many things these days, but when the words or images come to me I will express them. I love you and miss you very much Joe, "king Changy"
j.r. ward II
